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  Missing Molly

  Natalie Barelli

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Also by Natalie Barelli

  A word from Natalie

  Acknowledgments

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, organisations, places, events, and incidents are either a product of the author’s imagination, or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual people, living or dead, or to businesses, companies, events, institutions, or locales is completely coincidental.

  Copyright © 2018 by Natalie Barelli

  All rights reserved.

  No part of this book may be reproduced, or stored in a retrieval system, or distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise, without the prior permission in writing of the publisher.

  The Last Word

  NSW Australia

  Print ISBN: 978-0-6482259-0-4

  eBook ISBN: 978-0-6482259-1-1

  Cover design by Coverquill.com

  One

  I was looking forward to coming back to work this morning after my break, but now that I’m here, something doesn’t feel right. I think it’s because everyone is hunched over their computer keyboard, deep in concentration. There’s no banter, no atmosphere. It’s just… wrong. Mike looks up and shoots me a small smile. “Hey Rachel,” he says, then goes back to peering at his computer screen. I would have thought he’d be happier to see me. I’ve only been away for two weeks, but still, I was expecting a bit more of a welcome than that. For a moment I wonder if I’ve done something wrong.

  I look around for Vivian but she’s not here yet, so I walk over to Mike, undoing my coat at the same time.

  “Hey yourself, good morning,” I say as I perch myself on the corner of his desk. “You look busy, for a change,” I add, with a wink.

  “Welcome back!” he says, with a little forced bravado, I think. He swivels in his chair and leans back into it. “How was the holiday?”

  “It was good, thanks. Cold, wet, you know…” I smile.

  “Yeah, well, I could have told you that. As a holiday destination, Manchester is…”

  “It’s lovely.” I interrupt, smacking his shoulder playfully. “It’s where Matt’s from. His younger sister still lives there.”

  “Right! Of course! It’s great then!” He chuckles. Mike likes to tease me, but something’s off.

  I cock my head at him. “What’s going on?”

  He leans forward, moves his chair a little closer. I bend down a little, instinctively.

  “The boss says the paper might have to close.” Then he shrugs his shoulders in apology.

  I smirk, anticipating the punch line. Because without you, Rach, it’s all gone to pieces. Or something like that. But no, Mike doesn’t say anything else. There’s no grin on his ruddy face. He just sits there, looking at me with almost pleading eyes.

  “You’re serious?”

  “Sorry to break it to you, but yes. We’re not making enough money anymore. That’s what the boss says. Not enough advertising sales. He could sell it to one of the publishing groups, but even if that happens, some jobs will have to go.”

  I feel my chest constrict a little. There’s only a handful of us working here and if jobs are being lost, as the part-time bookkeeper slash admin person, mine will be the first to go. Our little paper, the South Hackney Herald, is a relic of a bygone era. When most other local papers around the country, and certainly in greater London, are managed by regional media groups, we’re still independent. And media groups don’t employ people like me at the local level. That work would be handled from Head Office. Even I know that.

  I look towards Vivian’s desk, willing her to materialise. Vivian is my best friend, and the person who got me the job here, so I’m surprised she didn’t tell me, but then again, I’ve been away. No doubt she didn’t want to ruin my holiday.

  There’s no way I can lose this job. I can’t bear the thought of having to go through a whole other interview process somewhere else. I put on a brave face and pat Mike on the shoulder, then I walk over to my desk. I put my puffer jacket on the back of my chair and my handbag in the bottom drawer.

  My desk looks nothing like the way I left it. I like it clean and tidy but now, it’s covered with random pieces of paper and yellow Post-it notes. I begin to rearrange up all the bits into different piles. Things to be paid, things to file, things that don’t belong on my desk to begin with.

  I glance towards the door of Chris Masters’ office, the boss, and watch him through the gaps in the vertical blinds. He’s talking to someone just off to the side of the glass wall. I tilt my chair onto its back legs, crane my neck and see that it is Jacob. The new guy. He won’t be happy. He only just started working here, barely a week before I went on leave. Abruptly, Jacob turns his head and looks right at me. I lower my eyes and fiddle with bits of paper, just as Chris’s door opens and the two of them walk out into the main office area.

  Chris claps his hands. “Okay everyone, into the conference room please.”

  Mike winks at me and I smile. The conference room—as Chris calls it—is basically a corner of the open plan office. There’s a table no more than three feet square, covered with old copies of the Herald that always seem to end up there until I tidy up and find a spot for them.

  “Grab the laptop please, Rachel. If you could take notes that’d be brilliant,” Chris says.

  “No problem,” I reply. I spring out of my chair and quickly disconnect the laptop from the wide computer screen, and when I pull it away, the mouse and the keyboard fall to the floor. I’m sure everyone is looking at me, and I feel myself blush crimson.

  “Where’s Vivian?” Chris asks. He checks his watch with a quick flick of the wrist. Then he looks right at me.

  “Welcome back by the way, Rach.”

  “Thanks, Chris.”

  “You wouldn’t know where Vivian is, would you?”

  “Sorry, I don’t.” I wonder if she texted me. I wish I hadn’t left my mobile back at my desk.

  Chris sighs. “I don’t want to start without her.”

  Just as he says this the door opens and Vivian comes flying in.

  “I’m here!” she says, a little breathless, her black curls bouncing around her face. I smile. If that was me, late like this, I’d be quiet and apologetic. But Vivian just fills the room with her energy.

  She raises one arm in greeting. “You’r
e all here! Sorry I’m late. Are we having a meeting? Did I miss anything?”

  I can’t help but laugh. We all do.

  She brings a chair over and positions it next to me. I’m dying to talk to her about what’s going on here, but I’ll have to wait. Vivian turns to me, puts a finger on my knee and mouths, “How was the holiday?”

  “Yeah, good, I’ll tell you later,” I whisper. She leans closer and says, “You heard the news? About this place?”

  “Yeah, I don’t know what to say,” I reply. She makes a grimace. Vivian would be fine I suspect, if she lost her job, because she inherited a lot of money. But that doesn’t mean she doesn’t care. She works here because she likes what she does and it’s a step closer to her goal of becoming a journalist. “A proper one,” she likes to say, although never to Chris’s face, I noticed.

  “Can we all concentrate, please?” Chris says. I look around the room to see if anyone was expecting this meeting, but from the look on their faces, I’d say not. In fact, everyone looks terrified.

  Chris clears his throat. “Now, you all know our situation has been dire, to say the least.” He looks right at me and says, “Rachel, Vivian can fill you in later.”

  “Mike explained so I have an idea what’s going on,” I say.

  “Okay, that’s good. So, people, listen up. We have probably eight weeks to turn things around–”

  “Eight weeks?!” That’s Perry, almost shouting. He’s the other senior writer. “What are we going to do in eight weeks we haven’t done in the last eighteen years!” he bellows. There’s a wave of murmur around the table.

  I can feel the corners of my mouth drop. Eight weeks? I look at Vivian. She’s biting her bottom lip.

  Then Chris lifts his hands, palms out, and we’re all quiet again. “Like I was saying, unless we can turn things around.” He turns towards Jacob who is standing next to him, and says, “Jacob has an idea that just might get us out of this tight spot.”

  Jacob nods gravely to himself and clears his throat. “I don't know if it's the solution yet, but it is something I've seen other newspapers do successfully. If I can put it into context, there seems to be an upward trend in—”

  “Just tell them,” Chris interrupts. “No actually, I will. It’s a podcast.”

  “A podcast?” Vivian asks, taking the question right out of my mouth.

  “That's what I said.”

  “Am I writing this down?” I ask.

  “And how’s a podcast going to help?” Mike asks.

  “Ever heard of Serial? The podcast phenomenon? Downloaded a billion times across the world? What about…” He turns to Jacob. “What is it again? The one about Daniel Morgan?”

  “Untold.”

  “Right, Untold. Ever heard of that?”

  Mike shrugs. “I might have.”

  “Well, so you know what I’m talking about then.”

  “But what does it have to do with us? We’re still a local paper, last time I checked,” Mike says.

  “It’s coming, hold your horses. Jacob here got the idea from—what was it, Jacob?”

  “Well, as I was saying, there are a number of newspapers who are doing this successfully. By that I mean, introduce an investigative podcast as part of—”

  “It will bring audiences,” Chris interrupts again. “And what comes after audiences?” He asks this as if we’re in a classroom and he’s the headmaster.

  “Jeez let me think, advertisers?" Mike replies.

  “That’s right! Sponsors! Advertisers!” Chris is now rocking on the balls of his feet. “Podcasts are all the rage these days and sponsors love them.”

  I can tell he’s waiting for us to say something, but we’re all confused, or in shock. A podcast?

  “I can see how that would work,” Vivian says.

  “You do?” I ask.

  “Sure! How good was Serial! We loved it, Rach, remember?”

  I don’t think I loved it. I know she did. I remember her waiting for the next episode every week. She’d download it as soon as it became available. Then she’d call me and dissect everything that had been said. Personally, I never really understood the attraction. These were real people. I thought it was awful. I don’t know why I never told her that.

  “Right now, it’s the best we’ve got,” Chris says. “Vivian, I’d like you to work with Jacob who will be the producer and in charge. He’ll need some research done and maybe some legwork. I expect everyone to chip in as needed. On top of your usual scribbles, mind you. We’re trying to save the paper and our jobs here, got that?”

  I turn to look at Vivian, I wonder what she thinks about Jacob being in charge, but she’s just nodding along, unfazed.

  “I’m expecting you all to pull up your socks and do your best. It’s a good plan and we can make it work. We’re putting out the first episode in two weeks.”

  “Two weeks?” we all say at the same time.

  “No time like the present.”

  I put my hand up. “Can we propose ideas?”

  “No need, Rach, we already know what we’re going to do. It ticks all the boxes.” Chris begins to count on his fingers. “It’s a true crime story, it’s not too far from here, because it’s not like we have the budget to send you lot across the world, and it’s unsolved. Sort of.”

  “Okay, I’ll bite,” Mike says. “What is it?”

  Everyone is silent while we wait for Chris to tell us. He puts his hands behind his back, still like a schoolmaster at an assembly, and again rocking on his feet, he says,

  “We’re going to find little Molly Forster.”

  I can feel the colour drain from my face. My heart starts to thud in my chest so hard I can’t breathe, and all I hear is the blood roaring in my ears.

  Because I am Molly Forster.

  Two

  “NO!” There’s a noise behind me as my chair bounces back and suddenly I find myself standing.

  They’re all looking at me, but judging from their faces, I don’t think that I screamed out-loud, only in my head. I open my mouth, but nothing comes out.

  I scramble to pick up the chair. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to… I’m so clumsy today.” I’m stunned no one can hear the thudding of my heart.

  “You have a question, Rachel?” Chris asks.

  “No, thanks I’m good, sorry,” I say, brightly I hope, and sit back down. If Chris thinks I’m behaving strangely, he’s keeping it to himself.

  “Okay, well I think most of us here are old enough to remember the Forster case, after all it was only twelve years ago, but Jacob, how about giving us a refresher?”

  Jacob steps forward and nods to himself. He lifts the small notebook he’s been holding. I hadn’t noticed it before. He adjusts his glasses and begins to flick through pages. I manage to resist the impulse to bring my hands over my ears.

  “Okay, so, Jack Forster was a small-town solicitor in Whitbrook, so not too far from here.”

  Chris nods approvingly at that. He is thinking about the costs, like he said. I’m thinking that I didn’t move far enough. I should have gone to the other side of the country.

  “Jack Forster ran his own practice, and by all accounts, he and his wife Mary and their two daughters, Grace and Molly, were well liked by everyone, and active members of the community.”

  Chris makes a gesture with his hand to hurry things up, and Jacob gets a little flustered.

  “Right, okay. So, Grace had a sixteenth birthday party at home. A small party, just her family and half a dozen of her friends. Later that evening after the guests had left, a neighbour discovered the entire family murdered, except for twelve-year-old Molly, who was missing. Their gardener, Dennis Dawson, was arrested at the scene and later convicted of their murder. Molly is still missing. There have been reported sightings over the years, but nothing that led to her being found.”

  Everyone here knows the story, so when Jacob finishes, no one speaks or asks any questions. But my heart is beating so fast it hurts. My hands are shaking. I�
��m afraid to betray myself, that Vivian will notice. I rub them quickly against my thighs.

  “I don’t know, Boss, do we really want to revisit that tired old story again?” Perry says. I could kiss him. I raise my hand.

  “Wouldn’t it be better to do something more… positive?” I say, standing up. “A feel-good story, that’s what people like, right? What about… a series of local histories! We could do a podcast about people who are not famous.”

  Chris is about to say something, so I quickly speak again before he does. I don’t usually speak up like this in meetings, but today I can’t shut up. “Something about parenting, maybe? There’s got to be an audience for that, surely.” I’m aware how ridiculous I must sound.

  “I don’t think Serial would have been the same if it’d been about early childhood development, Rach, no offence,” Chris says.

  “But that case is closed!” I almost whine.

  “What’s wrong with you? Didn’t you hear what I just said? We’re not going to solve the Forster murders, we’re going to find little Molly! And can you sit back down, please?”

  I do as I’m told. I look at Jacob. He’s looking at me too, of course. They all are. I try to read the expression in his eyes, but he just looks slightly puzzled.